What I’ve learnt in the last 6 months, and ways I’ve coped

The last 6 months have been crazy. Often awful, sometimes wonderful. Always worth trying to find the good in, even if it is just being glad you had it in you to clean your teeth.

Trying to be greatful 

Anxiety is kicking my butt. Hard. Exams and coursework deadlines are looming, and 5 anxiety attacks in under two weeks has not been fun. The Saturday before last I succeeded in having a mealt down choosing new glasses frames. I had to go for a walk and try again, so that was embarrassing.  My Mother … Continue reading Trying to be greatful 

Remembrance tree

It's been nearly two months since we lost Emmet, and it's a date that I am all to aware of is creeping up on me. Today I had to get out of the house. I couldn't bear it for one more minute.  I wandered about aimlessly around the village and ended up at the church … Continue reading Remembrance tree

Ways to memorialize your baby

The thing I would say that I probably struggle with the most following the loss of my pregnancy, appart from the cripling loss of the future I had imagined for my little family and my precious child, is that I have nowhere to grieve, or any propper way of going about doing so. So few … Continue reading Ways to memorialize your baby

Coping with Miscarriage when you don’t have God

Nearly every miscarriage support website I have come across includes God in his many forms. Telling me how we should trust in God, and our that our babies are in heaven. Caling them 'Angel babies' and saying how we will one day be reunited when we die. The only problem is that I don't believe in … Continue reading Coping with Miscarriage when you don’t have God